Fellowship of the Divided

Posted in Walking By Faith — by pheugo on December 28th, 2007
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There is a thing that has puzzled and amazed me since I was a teenager. Obviously, there is the TRUE and there is the FALSE. But, I had to ask, if it is that simple, why is it that we all don’t agree? If TRUTH is TRUTH then everyone should agree… So, for over thirty years I have pondered this. I’m not sure I completely understand even now, but this is what I do know.

Truth is not relative, but perception is. Truth is universal and constant, but language is not. Disagreements about what is TRUTH are disagreements due to perception and language. And (this is the important thing) all of our statements about TRUTH are approximations. They are metaphors and analogies at best. Consider that Jesus spoke in parables and most of what He said should not be taken literally. He spoke in words we could understand, using terms that his listeners were familiar with, but those words are an approximation that points to ultimate truth. Only when the metaphor is understood, does the mind truly perceive God’s truth. “The Kingdom of Heaven is like a mustard seed…”

Ultimately, all of life is metaphor of ultimate reality; it is God dividing things to express the individual attributes of His being:

In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.

…and God divided the light from the darkness

…and divided the waters

…and let the dry land appear

…divide the day from the night

Likewise He divided life into plant and animal, male and female, body and soul. This is His creation, and it is a “dividing” of His total being. This division is purposeful; it allows all the distinct attributes of God’s being to be seen. The result is a space-time where cause and effect are separated, divided, and spread out, allowing the TRUTH of good and evil to be manifest. The totality is expressed in the unity of the diverse parts. But, there’s the rub…

Perception is limited by both space and time. What I see today is not what I will see tomorrow. My ability to describe the truth depends on where I have been, and how long I have been on the journey called life, and how much I have paid attention to what I experience. Eventually the approximation of what is the TRUTH gets better. I have more experiences to draw on and more and better words to use. And there is always the possibility that tomorrow I will experience something new that will refine my understanding. We do the best we can with words, and logic, and experience, but must realize we are dealing in the limitations of physical being.

Our statements about ultimate truth (aka GOD) must always fall short of the complete truth of His being. God, in His own being, is ineffable, infinite, and timeless. Language is inadequate, and logic falls short, when we try to describe the infinite. We must divide it into pieces and examine each piece to see the whole.

So, given that, anytime we encounter a disagreement we have to be aware that both sides may be “right” to some extent, even though they conflict, simply because both sides are making statements that are approximations of the truth, based on a limited individual experience of the total of reality.

This is why we need fellowship. Our combined experiences, and the understandings we have because of our unique individual experiences, give us a bigger picture that is a greater approximation of the truth. It’s much like a jigsaw puzzle. Each piece must be combined with others to get the bigger picture. The failing of human nature is to think that the pieces one holds in his hands are the complete picture. (This is a form of “pride” and a lack of humility.) It would be much better to try and fit the divergent pieces together and see if they make a bigger picture. In so doing, we all gain a closer and more accurate approximation of the truth.

Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord. And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which worketh all in all. But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal. For to one is given by the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit; (1Co 12:4-8)

It is only when these “diversities of gifts” are combined and used together is the body of Christ effective. The battle is not to be fought against each other, but against the forces working against the body of Christ. To cut off one member is to weaken the effectiveness to stand against the forces of evil.

That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another. And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honoured, all the members rejoice with it. Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular. (1Co 12:25-27)

So, there must be tolerance for differences in personalities, differences in experience, differences in ways of expressing things. Always look for the “overlap” that will reconcile different ways of stating things, and you will find a larger image emerge.

That “image” that emerges from the body of Christ is the “image” of God that Genesis speaks about: “Let us make man in our image.” God manifests himself in each of us, but only part of His nature is shown in each. Together we see more of the attributes of the Creator, and all gain a better understanding.

Along the journey of life, that image of God is still developing, growing, casting off the false attributes created by man’s fall. So, we must be patient with one another as well. Things can change, people do change, and what we thought was complete later turns out to be only a piece of the puzzle after all.

Hunger and Thirst

Posted in Sayings of Jesus, Walking By Faith — by pheugo on December 19th, 2007
Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.  (Mat 5:6)

I have heard it said you shouldn’t go to buy groceries when you are hungry. Everything you see looks good and you buy it all, or at least too much. That’s what hunger does to us. It’s that urge that makes food so desirable. In extreme hunger, that’s all the mind can think about - where do I get some food?

The same with thirst. The thirstier you get the more you can’t stop thinking about getting something to drink. It gnaws at you. It won’t go away. The mind just keeps thinking… water, water, water, water…

Do you feel that way about the righteousness of God?

Do you have that sense of longing that won’t leave your mind?

Do you so long to have God’s understanding that even the tiniest morsel of understanding grabs your attention, makes you focus intently, straining to get at it?

You should have that attitude. But so often the things of this world are what we long for and the satiety of life causes our mind to drift away from the longing for God. Too comfortable to worry. To busy to take time for righteousness. Obsessing over the news, the politics, the economy, the society and what THEY are doing and can’t be bothered with anything else. Nope, not hungry right now, thank you, I’ve got to go to work, make money, play golf, see a movie, read a book, get my belly filled with wealth and pleasure, make the world a better place to live. Maybe later?

No, not later. Now. Be hungry for God and His righteousness and be fed on His word. Be thirsty and then you will drink deeply of the well-spring of the spirit that pours forth from Christ. Be filled with God’s grace because you desire it more than anything else and your mind will not be settled on anything else until you have obtained it.

The Golden Compass (Book Review)

Posted in Ponderings — by pheugo on December 7th, 2007

The movie “The Golden Compass” opens today amid both expectation and controversy. This movie is based on the first book in the award winning trilogy by Phillip Pullman, His Dark Materials. Various Christian groups have already issued warnings about the anti-religion message of the books and are now warning about the movies. From what I have heard the religious references have been all but removed from the movie, but because of the association with the books the warnings remain the same.

As always, I don’t just accept what the critics are saying, but go read for myself before I form any opinions. So, I recently read His Dark Materials, and have no hesitation in commenting on the book. However, I’m still debating on seeing the movie now or waiting for the DVD, so I can’t really say much about the movie. The imaginative world that the book creates will no doubt make for some wonderful special effect opportunities and, from the trailers I have seen, the special effects look great and might be entertaining. But early critical reviews indicate the movie suffers from the same problems as the book, namely little to no character development and trivial, ineffective plot.

I very nearly put the books aside without finishing them. For several reasons, they get very tedious to read after a while. The use of some classic archetypes helps a little, but about the only thing that salvaged His Dark Materials from being used as a doorstop is Pullman’s mastery of setting the scene and describing the action. He really can pull you into the story by creating an exciting “word picture.” But after awhile, even that gets tedious and the problems in the storytelling outweigh the eloquent and inventive narration.

The biggest problem in the books is that the plot wanders, jumps from scene to scene, and ultimately evaporates rather than reaching a dramatic conclusion. The books read more like a series of short stories than one well thought out epic. The heroes stumble from one misadventure to another, often for the most trivial reasons. For example, in The Amber Spyglass the reader must go through page after page of Lyra and Will’s tiresome journey through the land of the dead. The reason given for this dangerous journey is that Lyra wants to tell her friend Roger she is sorry he got killed. Supposedly Lyra and Will have this important mission to save the world, yet they go off on a dangerous side journey to apologize to a dead boy? That makes no sense in terms of the plot. As it turns out, the journey through the land of the dead allows the heroes to release the dead souls into oblivion, and that seems to be the only reason for that part of the story. That action does little to create or resolve conflict in the plot, but is one long, tedious diversion.

There is some development of the two main characters, but most of the characters pop in and out of the story just to solve difficult plot problems. It borders on the melodramatic at times, and was frustrating to me as a reader. Some of the most important characters, such as Lord Asriel and the members of the Magesterium, are missing from most of the story. We get very little information on the motivation or reasons the characters act as they do. Neither is there is any clever setup or foreshadowing of how the heroes can solve their problems. Rather, the omniscient Author provides a last minute solution by bringing in characters that we know nothing about and learn very little about in subsequent scenes. In general, the characters are “cut-outs” that have no believable traits that we can identify with. They are either “good” or “bad” but show very little in the way of a realistic portrayal of the conflicts and limitations of human nature. Believable heroes have flaws alongside their good qualities. Villains need to have some depth before the reader can identify with them as truly dangerous. Almost none of that is present in the books.

Furthermore, the conflicts in the story that should have created drama fail to materialize. The villains never seem to present a serious threat to the heroes, but are often inept, ignorant, or nowhere to be found at critical moments. The Magesterium, which we are told is a powerful authoritarian regime, can’t seem to put together sufficient forces to stop the renegade Lord Asriel, or even capture one lone child. The supposedly extremely powerful angel Metatron is sucked in by something so trivial as a woman batting her eyelashes at him. The Authority, Pullman’s literary stand-in for God, turns out to be a weak old creature, no threat to anyone, who dissipates into nothing when encountered. How then can The Authority be a threat to the heroes? All the setup for a confrontation between the rebels and The Authority goes nowhere.

The great inventiveness of the parallel worlds turns out to be a dud at the end of the story as well. The only way the characters can solve the problems of their worlds is by closing off all the connections between parallel worlds and never visiting them again. As a reader I was fascinated by the speculation of how parallel worlds might develop in similar as well as different directions. Apart from the Armored Bears, that was about the only thing that I really enjoyed in the books. But by the end of the story, the best, most inventive, and beloved part of the story is turned into something evil. Moreover, by the end of the story a love interest has developed between Lyra and Will. Yet, that love must remain forever unfulfilled because each has to return to his or her respective world and never see each other again. The very powerful and useful Subtle Knife has to be broken and discarded so that it won’t be used again. Even the Golden Compass, a very inventive part of the story, ends up being diminished and used inconsistently. Many times, Lyra can use the device but fails to do so without any plausible explanation. Thus, the author uses this device to solve some plot points, but ignores it for others. It’s really too powerful of a device and Pullman has to not use it in order to avoid a really trivial plot where every move is foreordained by the Golden Compass. As she matures, Lyra loses her innate ability to read the Golden Compass and must spend many years re-learning how to read the symbols. Why?

All of that left me wondering, what was the point? Why create this fantasy world, inventive literary devices, and a budding romance, only to destroy them in the end? Why create such devilish villains but never make them a believable threat? Because Pullman’s writing is generally good, these weaknesses confused me at first. I think I get it now. Pullman clearly set out to preach his philosophy of life through the story. It’s not that Pullman is a poor writer so much as it is that his desire to propagandize took over the story. Consequently, the adventure story takes a subordinate role to the propaganda.

Throughout the books, scenes are included solely to allow various points to be preached at the reader, usually via didactic dialogue, but those scenes fail to push the plot forward. For example, the journey through the land of the dead and the releasing of the dead souls into oblivion makes little sense to the plot and only appears to have been inserted as a setup for one of Pullman’s philosophical points. It’s another way of saying that there really is no heaven waiting for us, but not to worry because death releases you from any physical or emotional discomfort as your atoms dissipate back into the cosmic “Dust.” Personally I think that is a terrible idea to put into the head of teenagers. It could easily be misinterpreted as a good argument for suicide as a solution to teenage angst.

The Golden Compass is also used for a symbolic purpose, not just for literary purposes. It always tells the exact truth to those who can read it, symbolically representing a desire to follow what is true, not merely what is hoped for. If the Golden Compass had some uncertainty associated with its answers, it would be more powerful as a literary device, but that might imply some sort of faith is needed or that truth is sometimes uncertain. The nature of the Golden Compass is that it provides “revelatory” knowledge obtained intuitively and accepted without question. Lyra’s loss of the ability to read the Golden Compass expresses the idea that we cannot rely on having the truth given to us easily by some authority. It may be appropriate for children to do so, but adults must search for truth with their intellect. By itself, that’s not all that bad of a viewpoint, but in the overall context of the story, it is pointing readers away from reliance on divine inspiration and towards human intellect alone. It seems there is no room for “child-like faith” in Pullman’s world.

There has been a fair amount of talk about the story “killing off God” but that issue turns out to be secondary and supportive to the main theme. Pullman portrays God as an ancient angel, borrowing from the Platonic and Gnostic ideas of a demiurge, but throws out any spiritual or supernatural elements. He turns the old Gnostic dualism on its head and promotes the idea that only the physical world of matter is good. The theme really is not “killing God” but that there is no omniscient creator to begin with, and the sooner we get rid of the idea the better off we will be in this world. That view of God fits in with the portrayal of religion as authoritarian and tyrannical, suggesting that if we did not believe in God and heaven and hell the authoritarian Church would have no hold on us. The theme that emerges is if people didn’t believe in God, were not subject to spiritual authority, and were not living with the hope of an afterlife, they would make better use of this present physical existence. The real message Pullman is trying to preach is “live here and now because that is all you have got.” And, your life here should somehow make things better and more enjoyable for physical existence and not be a life searching for some ultimate reality beyond physical existence. That’s why he closes off all the other parallel worlds and destroys the means of reentering them. Those worlds symbolize a longing for something other than this life and this world. The characters must live in their own reality (the present physical life) or die an early death. Thus, he characterizes religion and belief in God as corrupt and destructive because he believes it prevents people from doing good and enjoyable things in this life.

In the end, it’s a shallow argument based on a poor representation of religion. If he limited his attack on authoritarian religious institutions that corrupt knowledge of God, I could put up with the plot flaws. Philosophical novels do often sacrifice story telling to better express a conflict of ideas. But there is no distinction made in the books between religion and religion gone bad. It is clearly an attack on belief in God in general and Christianity in particular, not just some corrupt events in the past or religion as a political handmaiden. Pullman completely ignores all of the good things that religious people do and denies and belittles the true depth of feeling of religious devotion. For example, the character of Mary Malone abandons not only her life as a nun but any belief in God for the most trivial of reasons. It seems she is unhappy because she can’t have a love affair and is not having any fun. That shallow understanding and representation of religious devotion may be true for a few, but for most of us, our desire and dedication to live a life devoted to God gives us great joy, not sorrow and frustration. Pullman’s representation is a shallow, inaccurate view of religion and the important role it plays in people’s lives.

Fortunately, the anti-religion argument is presented in such a lopsided manner that it is unlikely to convince anyone who is not already leaning in that direction. There is no place in the book where the deeper philosophical questions surrounding God and religion are even raised, much less debated. The adult characters merely lecture the children on how it is and the author’s complete control over the story allows him to create a god-like being and authoritarian Church that is exactly what his argument needs. It’s pure propaganda, in other words, and does not present a realistic conflict between ideologies. The story also does not take up the greater questions of what to do if this life turns out to be less than desirable. For example, the only hope offered at the end of the story for Lyra and Will is that they can rejoin as undifferentiated atoms of matter in the great cosmic “Dust.” Consciousness, like life itself, somehow emerges from this “Dust” spontaneously and is only meaningful to the extent we choose a course through life that leads to physical enjoyment of this life. That’s simplistic philosophical materialism presented without any real counter argument about the problems that view creates. A philosophical novel can be every bit as dramatic as an adventure story, but only if the book presents the reader with a real conflict of ideas. Since the books fail to do so, they fall short as philosophy in the form of fiction.

Adult readers will probably see through the blatant propaganda. Adult readers are also likely to be as bored with the story as I was, even though younger readers may enjoy it. As is often the case, younger readers don’t need complex plots and character development to enjoy a story, but can see themselves in characters such as Lyra and Will and become engrossed in the inventive imagery. But young people are also not as likely to see or understand the flaws in the ideas presented in the book. His Dark Materials ends up as a clever, albeit simplistic story whose sole purpose is propagandizing children into a materialistic, libertine, self-centered existence. It tells the reader to reject any spiritual authority and just do what you think is best. That’s the same message as the one from the serpent in the Garden of Eden. Thus there is no doubt where the message is coming from.

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